This website was developed after my son Joshua passed away from fentanyl poisoning, While in recovery Joshua started a few projects one project was chronicling his recovery on Tik Tok under the name Blugrudge we as his family continue posting updates as often as we possibly can.
Josh passed away on March 4th 2025 you can read more about this on the “Legacy” section of this site.
This site is being developed for the drug addict in active addiction, the recovering addict and their families who might be looking for resources and help that was Joshua’s vision.
We as his family have found that while on our own journey of looking for help for Joshua it was very confusing and time consuming it was while Josh was in recovery that we learned a few things about his addiction to fentanyl and finding resources to help with his recovery. Since Josh’s passing we have found ourselves relearning how to live our lives while grieving and mourning sort of my like being in recovery ourselves.
Joshua was on a mission to help save one soul at a time from this awful fentanyl epidemic. We are on a mission to educate recovering addicts, addicts in active addiction and their families and offer resources and coping mechanisms to help bring families back together which was Joshua’s vision for Blugrudge.
If you need help or resources please fill out the contact form and we will get back to you.
