"Hold a grudge against Fentanyl"

While in recovery my son Joshua started a few projects one project was chronicling his recovery on Tik Tok under the name Blugrudge we as his family continue posting updates as often as we possibly can.

Josh passed away on March 4th 2025 you can read more about this on the “Meet Josh” section of this site

This site is being developed for the drug addict who is looking for resources and help that was Joshua’s vision.

We as his family have found that while on our own journey of looking for help for Joshua it was very confusing and time consuming it was while Josh was in recovery that we learned a few things about his addiction to fentanyl and finding resources to help with his recovery. Since Josh’s passing we have found ourselves relearning how to live out lives while grieving and mourning sort of my like being in recovery ourselves.

Joshua was on a mission to help save one soul at a time from this awful fentanyl epidemic. We are on a mission to educate addicts and their families and offer resources and coping mechanisms to help bring families back together which was part of the vision for Blugrudge.

Follow Josh’s story on Tik Tok

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